me too

i  know it's hard. i know life is cruel. it doesn't have mercy or grace. it takes and takes until there's nothing left. you stare at the ceiling with the same old empty feeling in your heart. it gets old after a while. knowing exactly what will happen. you find something to dream in. you get your hopes to high. they come crashing down. you stop trying. you stop dreaming. you lose your faith in people. it's a cold cycle that never stops. around and around you go.

remember that no matter what happens, you are worth it. these are temporary problems. they won't last forever. they can't.

lately i haven't been posting long things, but i will someday. when i have the time. tennis is starting, ballet is still going on 6 days a week. church and drives for drivers ed. friends wanting to hang out. homework getting passed out. math tests to retake. room to clean.

i'm ready for a break.

and i finally found someone i might be able to confide in. and won't judge me.

if you need anything, remember-- i stare at the ceiling with the same old empty feeling in my heart too.

love,
savannah