nothing

I am scared on how I will compare to everyone else. Their beautiful artificially straight hair next to my natural curly hair. Make up making their skin glow and darkening their eyes, while many days, my face is untouched by these masks. I am nothing compared to them. They are all gorgeous, while I'm me. Nothing special, no reason for anyone to look at me and think, "Oh wow, she's beautiful." more likely they would think, "Oh gosh, she's hideous." I would be an embarrassment to be seen with. I will be invisible. Here, I can talk to anyone in my grade, because I am friends with them. But there, I will be able to talk to no one. I fear that I will not be accepted and have no friends. I fear I am not pretty enough to be loved or for anyone to find beautiful.

love, savannah