the sweater

its not the same without you. i know exactly what you would say on nights like this. you would tell me its okay. i dont know what i want anymore. im so confused. i dont belong anywhere or with anyone. i feel like no one can love me and no one can accept me. you were truly the only one.

i bought a sweater from goodwill last night. when i put it on this morning, it smelled like you.

i see you in everything i do and everything i read and everything i hear. i dont know how to forget about you. i thought i had. i just want it back how it was.

love, savannah