I never gave up

She told me to reach with my whole body. Imagine he's standing in the corner and you have magnets pulling you to him. "You've had a boyfriend before, right?", "Imagine what moment this would be". I pictured the fair. The zipper spinning around, my hand grasping yours. We were laughing. Mouth to mouth. I tried the attitude turn again. "In that moment you were imagining, did you give up during it?", "It looks like you gave up half way". I tried again. When I came around again, tears were forming in my eyes. I couldn't stop. I couldn't stop you from leaving. I never gave up on you. I swear I never did. The droplets started streaking down my face. I never gave up. I didn't want him to leave. You gave up on me. Oh God, I never gave up. I wanted you more than you could have ever imagined. I couldn't stop the tears, just how I couldn't stop you from abandoning me. You gave up on me in that moment, while I was diving in deeper. I promise you, I will never give up.

Love,
Savannah