pride

I think you wanted me to tell you to stay. You wanted me to stop being so stubborn and insecure and fight for what I know you wanted. I think you wanted me to lay out my feelings so you could decide if you felt like reciprocating. I didn't want to be denied. But maybe I need to lay down my pride. I'm not saying that our destruction was all my fault, but I could have been more forward. Not that I should have pushed harder, but I should have been vulnerable in emotional ways. I was emotionally unavailable to you even though I had a storm raging inside. Next time I'll try that.

Love,
Savannah